‘The Stillness’
This is my new painting, 'The Stillness', inspired by my feelings and experiences during the pandemic and the aftermath.
At the time, It felt like a darkness descended. There was an eerie sense of foreboding. A stillness mixed with shock and disbelief when we, as a nation, were plunged into the unknown and an entire world came to a sudden halt.
It's still surreal to imagine that we are living through history. A time that will be documented and recorded for generations to come.
Eight months on and it feels like a never-ending road with no destination in sight. The initial temporary uncertainty has altered, the constant fear has subsided, but the unease remains. Also true, our vigilance, our awareness of surroundings and our examination of boundaries in relation to personal health and safety, all remain precarious. This, we know now, will be our new norm for the foreseeable future.
If there is a silver lining, in my case, it's learning to focus on the here and now and appreciate the people who are most important in my life.
The lock down and subsequent months gave me time to pause and reevaluate other aspects of my life too, including my art practice. I realised my total reliance on the physical galleries to work on my behalf. It was time to pull my weight in this area too.
I made a conscious effort to push myself forward in regard to business and promotion. It wasn't that long ago, I was asking my son, how to work Instagram! Now, I am at a stage where I’ve researched, learned to design, create content and publish my own website.
The goal posts may have moved but I am not going to sit on the side lines feeling left behind, excluded and undervalued. I am actively learning to embrace new technologies and approaching them with a different viewpoint. Changes are what’s called for and as creatives, we are no strangers to struggling and adapting.
Don’t get me wrong, I still feel like an 'New-Age crooner' and still find it challenging but I'm grasping with both hands, this new way of working and learning. I relish the collective sharing of ideas and support from other artists through new online platforms and forums..
I have no idea what the next year will bring but I'm sure it will pose its own particular set of challenges. We must continue to be strong in the belief that there is a light beyond the horizon.